roseembolism: (Default)
2018-10-25 11:25 pm

(Repost) Twelth Minor Spirit of October: On a Misty Trail

 Reposted from...elsewhere.

Twelfth Minor Spirit of October
On a Misty Trail
Instead of Inktober, I'm doing a spirit a day for October.

Ephemeral, caught between water and air, fog spirits have always desired to court oblivion in the form of lightning. In the old days they swarmed high mountain tops and stormy seas, waiting for lighting strikes in the right location. Now though, it's easy; they simply swarm power lines, the hot iron alive with electricity.

Stand under the metal towers and listen; that fizzing sound you hear on misty nights is their ecstacy on tasting death.

Don't climb the towers yourself; death has a different meaning for them.
 
 

roseembolism: (Default)
2018-10-25 11:14 pm

(Repost) Eleventh Minor Spirit of October: Junk Crawlers

Reposted from...elsewhere.

Eleventh Minor Spirit of October
Junk Crawlers
Instead of Inktober, I'm doing a spirit a day for October.

A night spirit's existence can be a tenuous one, vulnerable to sun and rain and the terrible gaze of humans.

Some, unable to find natural shelter, build themselves homes out of discarded human junk, much like a hermit crab. A cassette tape perhaps, then a toaster, a broken TV and so on...gradually they move to larger and larger bodies, assembling long fittings to make limbs. No longer dragging their homes around, at night they scuttle and stride around their junkyard home, scrounging more parts for themselves.

Inevitably, they will become too large to hide. During some awful bright daytime they will be found by the junkyard owner who, while cursing about kids making amateur art, will rip their limbs away, render their parts back to their components. The lucky ones will slink away to begin it all over again...
roseembolism: (Default)
2018-10-25 11:06 pm

(Repost) Tenth Minor Spirit of October: First Curse

 Reposted from...elsewhere.

Tenth Minor Spirit of October

First Curse
Instead of Inktober, I'm doing a spirit a day for October.

Lying together, she whispered something, and traced figures on his bare skin, sweat drying in circles and loops
"What?"
"This means you're mine." she muttered mock-fiercely into his chest. "If you ever betray me you'll be cursed."
He laughed. "No problem. We'll always be together."
"Forever?"
"Forever."
He kissed her then, and they quickly forgot about it.

You know what happens next. What always happens.

She was young and inexperienced, and really, just showing off. The spirit she summoned couldn't really hurt him. Just a tickle and maybe a smear.

But it did its best.

When she saw next saw him, standing at the bus station, he sneezed whenever a women passed near him. And his acne spelled out her name.
roseembolism: (Default)
2018-10-25 11:02 pm

(Repost) Ninth Minor Spirit of October: out Out OUT!

 Reposted from...elsewhere.

Ninth Minor Spirit of October
out Out OUT!
Instead of Inktober, I'm doing a spirit a day for October.

He had been told what would happen if he ever opened the door to the basement. But once it started, the scratching from behind the door would not stop. Every night, all night, ever louder and more insistent. He couldn't sleep.

At last one midnight he could not stand it any more. He threw off the bedsheets, and stumbled down the stairs to the heavy wooden door. He opened the latches, and drew back the bars, and sloooowly it swung open.

Nothing, just wooden stairs going down to a barren concrete floor.

Fifteen minutes later, after he was settled back in bed, the scratching started again.

This time on the other side of the basement door.
 
roseembolism: (Default)
2018-10-24 11:19 pm

(Repost) Eighth Minor Spirit of October: The Hanging Tree

 Reposted from...elsewhere.

Eighth Spirit of October
Judgement
Instead of Inktober, I'm doing a spirit a day for October.

And here we have the tree of the Hanging Judge.

Seriously, the name fits. I mean, it IS hanging there. And yes, it's judging you. You know what you did.

Calm down, it's not going to do anything. It's a hanging judge, not a hanging punisher.

Go ahead, reach up and touch it.

And there you are.

What? I said IT wouldn't punish you. I didn't say anything about me.

It had to be done.

Don't judge me.
roseembolism: (Default)
2018-10-24 11:16 pm

(Repost) Seventh Minor Spirit of October: The Summoned Lady

 Reposted from...elsewhere.

Seventh Minor Spirit of October
The Summoned Lady
Instead of Inktober, I'm doing a spirit a day for October.

In point of fact, the ritual always works. ALWAYS. Light the candles, say the words, and she WILL appear.

For as long as she can.

At any given moment 1,416 teenagers are standing in front of mirrors, trying not to giggle as they chant (this goes up to 5,677 on weekends). She comes and goes faster than human senses can register; she doesn't even have time to chill the air or make the candles gutter before being pulled to the next ritual in a darkened bathroom.

She appreciates the kids who try to use Oija boards to summon her instead. Though she never has time to write more than B-U-G-G-E-R-O-
roseembolism: (Default)
2018-10-24 11:04 pm

(Repost) Sixth Minor Spirit of October: It Goes Round and Round

Reposted from...elsewhere.

Sixth Minor Spirit of October
Instead of Inktober, I'm doing a spirit a day for October.


It Goes Round and Round

Of course you know about the bargains you can make at crossroads. But what deals can you make at a roundabout?

On the 9th month at the 9th hour, circle around nine times nine times. The spirit of the roundabout won't grant your wish, but it will be amused at how foolish you look. After all, since it can't escape it needs it's amusements.

So don't be TOO amusing.
roseembolism: (Default)
2018-10-24 10:31 pm

(Repost) Fifth Minor Spirit of October: The Memory of a Shop

 Reposted from...elsewhere

Fifth Minor Spirit of October
Instead of Inktober, I'm doing a spirit a day for October.

The Memory of a Shop

See this building? It's nothing special. But on this spot, in a building a hundred years old, there used to be the best toy store in the world. It was filled with glass cases that held imported die cast metal toys. Marvelous toys, with working parts. You can't get them any more. Every time I visited my great aunt as a child, I would get to buy one: Thunderbird 2, James Bond's Austin Martin, the Spectrum Pursuit Vehicle. It was the best part of my childhood.

Of course the earthquake came, and destroyed the store: glass cases and toys and cash register and the clerks all squashed flat and buried under rubble. And eventually I lost the toys as well - left behind in moves and at birthday parties, thrown out by exes. All gone.

But NOTHING is gone forever. A place that special lives on, even after the city carts away all the rubble,, buries the bodies, and builds a new mall on top of everything. The memory of buildings linger like those of people.

I know how to get to it. I know the right things to say and do so when the moon rises tonight, I can step through the door of a the ghost of a toy store, and buy my old toys back.

There'll be a price, of course. Even bargaining with my great-aunt's skull, I may leave things behind. And the replacement toys I return with will only be visible to me, alone at night, in the moonlight. For others, there will be an empty display case.

But it will be worth the blood and memories. Did you know the rocket for the UFO Interceptor actually launches?

Totally worth it.


 
roseembolism: (Default)
2018-10-24 10:14 pm

(Repost) Fourth Minor Spirit of October: The Corner Things

Reposted from...elsewhere. 

Fourth Minor Spirit of October
Instead of Inktober, I'm doing a spirit a day for October.

The Corner Things

Do you ever wonder why your cat stares at the corner sometimes?

Just as the madmen said , corners are intersecting planes that reflect across dimensions. Occasionally thing can use those colliding planes to cross into our world and do...not much. They are small and scared by the vastness of our world, so they cling to the corner, trembling while the cats watch them.

They are harmless, mostly.

They DO distract the cats from the thing on top of the dresser across the room. Which is another story.
roseembolism: (Default)
2018-10-24 10:11 pm

(Repost) Third Minor Spirit of October: Threadfingers

 Originally posted...elsewhere.

THIRD MINOR SPIRIT FOR OCTOBER
Instead of Inktober, I'm doing something else. A spirit a day for October,.

Threadfingers

Walking among the trees after sunset, you may brush through a spiderweb.

It's not a spiderweb.

They have such long thin delicate hands, ephemeral fingers trailing through the human hair they're so attracted to. Humans are too massive for them to do more, so they wait for someone who is hollowed out, their life nearly as tenuous as they are.

So go ahead, talk a walk while you grieve. Perhaps not in the park, though.
 
 
roseembolism: (Default)
2018-10-24 09:49 pm

(Repost) Second Minor Spirit of October: The Phone Whisperer

Reposted from...elsewhere


 SECOND MINOR SPIRIT FOR OCTOBER
Since I'm not doing Inktober, I thought I'd do something else. Like a spirit a day for October,.


The Phone Whisperer

It used to be, late at night, the phone would ring, and when one picked it up, there would be nothing but an incoherent whispering just on the edge of hearing, or a sound like sighing wind. The phone company said it was just equipment malfunctioning, or branches rubbing on lines sending a signal to a random phone.

They were lying.

Some people thought that if they listened hard enough, through sheer will they could make the words make sense, and gain esoteric knowledge.

They were wrong. They were hearing hunger.

The phone whisperers are almost all gone now, thanks to call number displays, and answering machines and cell phones. But occasionally, if you pass an old phone on a corner or next to an abandoned gas station, late at night, the phone will ring.

Don't pick up the receiver. They're desperately hungry, now
roseembolism: (Default)
2018-08-29 03:39 pm

WorldCon76, impressions.

So it's been over a week since WorldCon76 ended, which in internet terms is about a century. A week where I had to deal with catching up with work and post-con depression. WorldCon76 is but a distant memory to the generations that have grown up in the last eight days, and yet here I go. Also, next post will have pictures.
 
When my partner afterward asked me what one quote I thought was most memorable, at the time I couldn't think of any, and I got upset. That's the way my brain disability and speech processing deficit works- I remember concepts and impressions, but things people say? That more and more is becoming lost to me. In retrospect, I remember best N. K. Jemisin's powerful speech. That remains clear, even as the quotes I loved from Ursula Vernon and others failed to embed in my memory.
 
But I have impressions:
 
The Last WorldCon I went to was ConFrancisco 1993. I was very conscious through the convention that this will probably be my last WorldCon, due to my age. I think that contributed to my anxiety. Also to my regret that due to life complications I couldn't be more involved  
 
Oh my, the place was white. Whiter even than the local game conventions. Being back at campus with it's diversity of people from all over the world, was a disorienting contrast. And also frankly, a huge relief.
 
The convention was less male-dominated that I thought it might be, though there I was also comparing it to the highly gender imbalanced game conventions I know. Even BigBadCon, with its commitment to inclusion, is male dominated. So that was good.
 
The crowd was also about as old as I expected on the average, however I was gratified to see more younger people, in their 30s and younger, than I thought there would be. And gaming was younger still  This is one reason that I think outreach to related fandoms, like gaming and anime, is important. 
 
I worked at gaming, and I really appreciated the size and central location of gaming. I was also surprised at how popular it was- we had guests ranging from people who wanted short-two-person games, to a person who was here with their partner, and was relieved they could do something throughout the con. I now strongly think having a large board and tabletop selection at conventions is a good idea.
 
The assisted facilities at the convention I had no problem with I had trouble walking, but the hallways were broad, and the reserved elevators very appreciated. It was still a problem for me to get from gaming to panels, due to the sheer size of the convention, and the crowding in the hallways next to the panel rooms.
 
As for crowding, honestly a lot of panels needed more seating in larger rooms. I missed several panels because there wasn't any place for me to sit, and I couldn't stand. 
 
Food was high priced, but not as badly as I thought. And the Callahan's pubs having food bowls was appreciated.
 
I don't know what that nonalcoholic blue drink at the Expanse party was, but it was wonderful. I'll have to get the recipe. The other parties...remember my hearing processing deficit? Think of the adults from the Peanuts cartoons. I did enjoy going around with a friend. But why the Fairmont of all places? Was the Marriott not available?
 
Kindle is very convenient, BUT it does mean I didn't have books to sign. I did buy a couple books to get signed, such as Mare Internum. Which, depending on timing, may qualify for a Hugo nomination next year.
 
Partially because I worked so much in gaming, I felt disconnected from the action of the convention, and missed a number of panels that really would have enhanced the convention for me. My having trouble scheduling myself between gaming and panels, abs being indecisive on what panels I wanted to go to didn't help  
 
The major source of my feeling of disconnect though, was the fact that I have an online handle and persona that isn't connected to my real-world identity. I had good reasons to keep the two separated, though the need isn't as urgent. I don't regret it. But as a result, I chose not to attend things like the File770 meetups, and on the other hand, missed meeting with my local friends, except for bumping into people in the halls. 
 
So I ended up afterwards, asking myself "Did I really get the most I could out of Worldcon? Did I have the best experience? Or, by continually waffling on where I wanted to be, did I miss the best part of it?
 
This is one reason why I waited to write this up. I had to process, get over my post-con blues, and gain some perspective. And, with the distance of time, I can have the perspective to see the convention as a wonderful experience. If I didn't get everything I could out of it? If I didn't connect with people as much as I could have? *shrug* that's life. I DID have a once-in-25 years experience, and that's what's important.
 
WorldCon is not dying, SF&F fandom is not dying, and I still am a part of it. That's what I take away. 
 
 
roseembolism: (Default)
2018-03-13 09:50 pm
Entry tags:

My Hugo Nomination, Graphic Story: Always Human

Hugo or tiptree Awards Nomination Recommendation: Always Human, by Walkingnorth

Always Human is a completed slice of life science fiction lesbian romance, where body modification technology may increase human capability, but doesn't make relationships any easier.

In Australia of the 24th century, body modification mods are easy and ubiquitous, used for everything from preventing cancer to radically altering one's appearance. Sunati is fascinated by the woman she sees at the train station, who apparently uses no mods at all, but her offer of an anti-allergy mod just makes the woman upset and leave. A later meeting gives the woman- Austen- a chance to explain over a cup of coffee. Austen has Egan’s syndrome; an overactive immune system means she can't use mods at all. Things that are simple for everyone else, like immunity to allergies or changing hair color are difficult or impossible for her. On impulse, Sunati asks her out, and despite her reservations about Sunati’s motives, Austen agrees.

So begins a charming and surprisingly deep romance where one of the main characters has all the abilities of a healthy, intelligent 21st century person, yet is handicapped in dealing with 24th century society. The nature of such a handicap is explored, but not overdramatized or sentimentalized. Austen herself is justifiably angry at the suspicion of being patronized.

"Sunscreen. Makeup. Treadmills. Overlays.

There's so many things that Austen does because she can't use mods.

So much effort just to have a normal life."


The characters are relatable, their flaws realistic; Sunati overthinks things and keeps secrets, while Austen has a temper and suspects Sunati is infatuated with a brave fantasy Austen, not the real her. When Austen asks Sunati if she would have asked out if she hadn't had mods, Sumati is honest enough to say she isn't sure- but she still loves Austen. Sunati is used to changing herself at whim- wouldn't it be easier to change her life to stay with Austen? That tension informs much of the story.

This is a hard science fiction story on a small, intimate scale. No galactic empires will be toppled, or dystopic regimes overcome. We don't even learn much about Earth of the 24th century, except that it's prosperous, pastel colored, and advanced technology has been used to make people’s lives better, rather than create the sort of meathook future transhumanist writers like Varley would.

It is also cheerfully, matter of factly, diverse. Neither of the main characters are American or white, and even outside of body modifications, the larger cast is obviously from a variety of ethnicities. Pride interestingly still exists, but there is no sign of prejudice based on gender or sexual orientation. Even Austen faces not discrimination at the university, but the offer of accommodation, and a comfortable life on basic income and disability- and her pointing out how that may not be desirable is a major element of the series.

The issues and decisions the characters make are gripping without a huge dramatic background. And the final decision Sunati faces, which may gives the choice of giving up a dream or separating her from Austen, doesn't need a dramatic setting to be vitally important to both the couple, and the reader.

The first episode of Always Human is HERE.


roseembolism: (fhqwagads)
2018-01-25 10:13 pm

Ursula K LeGuin, RIP

I sat at work and cried when I heard the news. It was like losing a family friend- I've read her for 40 years. So what can I say about someone so vital?

What immediately comes to mind is this: she was the one they weren't able to erase. She was the one whose writing could not be suppressed.

How talented and powerful was she? Well, let's put it this way. Periodically guys will put out "Best of SF&F lists." You know, "The Top Writers of SF&F", the "Greats of SF&F", "The Must Reads of SF&F." "The Writers that Defined SF&F".

And here's the thing. Those lists are nearly always 19 male writers, both famous and ones the listmaker wants to be more famous...and Ursula K. LeGuin. Even if they manage to avoid putting any other women writers in these lists, they STILL have to put Ursula K LeGuin on the list. She forced even the misogynistic list makers to acknowledge her. THEY COULD NOT ERASE HER.

She wasn't the only woman to be a success at writing SF&F or Anthropology, and she would be be the last person to want to be considered a unique unicorn in that regard. so as a tribute to her, here's some other wen who were successes at SF&F:

CL Moore, Andre Norton, CJ Cherryh, Connie Willis, Diana Wynne Jones, HM Hoover, James Yolen, Margaret Atwood, L. M. Bujuld, Nnedi Okorafor, Charlie Jane Anders, Cat Valente, Tanya Huff, Leigh Brackett, Joanna Russell, Joan D. Vinge, Octavia Butler, Patricia McKillip, Octavia Butler, Madeline L’Engle, Jo Walton, Anne Leckie, Tanith Lee, Mary Stewart, Elizabeth Moon, J.K. Rowling, Emma Bull, Suzanne Collins, Naomi Novick, Robin McKinley, NK Jemison James Tiptree Jr., Susanna Clarke, Linda Nagata, PD James, Jessica Salmonson, Kameron Hurley, Rosemary Kirstein, Vonda McIntyre, Patricia Wrede, Ru Emerson, Martha Wells, and so many more.

She wasn't alone, she'll never be alone. But the listmakers have never managed to suppress her writing, or diminish her brilliance. Even beyond her writing, her influence lasts in the writings of the authors who follow her, and acknowledge her influence.

She's influencing me still. She always will.

May she never be forgotten.
roseembolism: (hunter)
2017-09-19 09:31 pm
Entry tags:

The Punchng Nazis question.

I haven't been writing a lot recently, thanks to the stress of the current political climate. What I have been doing is reading a lot of news, and one of the things I've been reading most of all recently is condemnations of Antifa violence. Supposedly antifa violence is far worse than Nazi violence, because it]s provoking or something, Certainly the recent media coverage conveniently ignores the Nazis in favor of focusing on antifa, with pious comments about free speech, "Violence begets violence", and all that. Unfortunately much of the pro-antifa response has concentrated on the morality of punching Nazis, and hasn't really drilled down to the problem that the Nazis already are violent.

So my question has to be, at what point IS violence by the antifa justified? As in, how many people are the Nazis allowed to kill (with the tacit approval of the police and government), before it's OK to be violent back?

I mean it IS possible to make the case that the guy who was killing black people and who just happened to have a copy of Hitler's speeches in his house was just one disturbed individual. Doesn't mean anything. And the guy who drove his car into a crowd of protesters, killing one? Just one isolated confused person. And so on, and so on, and each act of violence by the Nazis will result in stern finger-waggling at the antifa- "See what you made them do?"

There is that rule: "Believe the autocrat. He means what he says." And when Nazis say they intend to kill anyone they hate, well, there are those who believe them. But that's evidently inappropriate.

So here's the question again: How many people will the Nazis be allowed to kill before we are allowed to fight back? (please round down to the nearest million) And at that point, will fighting back do any good? Will it be too late to run?
roseembolism: (fhqwagads)
2016-05-28 12:52 pm

Meanwhile, in Washington...

Well, looks like the Sad Puppies have their very own congresscritter. So you see, THIS is what happens when you let children read Heinlein at a formative age. Make 'm read Ursula K. LeGuin, N.K. Jemisin, and Anne Leckie instead.
roseembolism: (fhqwagads)
2015-09-27 02:23 am

Baseball Season

A vignette involvng Jenny and Mars, characters from the "My Life as a Monster" novel I did as part of NanNoWriMo last year. Starting as part of a tossed off story done instead of my IMPORTANT fiction, they have consumed my last year. Help.

This came about simply because of the thought: "Hey, what sort of bat would a super-strong person use?" Which led to my frantically Googling baseball bats, and some math. You'd think Americans of all people would know the average density of a maple baseball bat...

BASEBALL SEASON )
roseembolism: (fhqwagads)
2015-09-05 02:12 am

On Dragons...

So there's that old saw by Chesterson: “Fairy tales do not tell children the dragons exist. Children already know that dragons exist. Fairy tales tell children the dragons can be killed.”

And I'm thinking, what then, is the value of modern fantasy? Well, maybe it's to say that dragons don't need to be killed. Maybe the dragons can be understood or befriended. Or that it's wrong to be killing dragons. Or maybe that the dragon isn't actually a dragon at all.
roseembolism: (fhqwagads)
2015-08-08 10:19 am
Entry tags:

So Livejournal

Looks like someone has decided to pad out their resume by reformatting LiveJournal to a more "modern" social media style.

Obviously functionality was not high on the development list.